Homecoming

(written on December 1st 2009)

sittin' in the coffee shop

chillin' with my iced cappucino

wanderin' inside my head

waitin' for my flight back to hometown

another homecoming, yet different

another meeting, yet different

the meeting between two worlds

the meeting between two men

it is close yet it is distant

it is distant yet it is close

never had I thought of this day

never had I prepared to meet in this way

yet fate has brought us together

on the day I treasure

the twenty-eighth of November

it is the day I was born

it is the day you walked away

it is a rainy day yet it is coloured by rainbow

this day, I will always remember

never had I said this in front of you

I hope it is not yet too late to say it now

"I love you gramp

You will always be remembered

Have a safe journey"

Your grandson

jqL

B.L.O.G

I always wonder..."why does people write a blog..?"

Most blogs that I've read are mostly complaints and something really sad... or something really emo -__-''

Why would people want to let other people to know how they feel though blog?

Instead of telling them yourself, you act as if nothing happens and then wrote everything on the blog ... which is kinda funny for me =p

...but recently, after reading Isis's blog, I get some new perspective on blogs.. I guess =p I found out that blog can be motivational too...

Maybe it's not always negative... Let's find something interesting to write, something cheerful... aspiring... fun for people to read ^__^

Instead of remembering the negative things that happens, we can always look at the bright side once in awhile...

I'm sure there's a silver lining in everything~ (hopefully there is~)

So... since Botak already added me to the list... I figured I might as well write something here =p

This will be my first blog... ever! =p

parting ways

years before, I thought it was the parting

somehow today, everything I left and buried

came back up to me

but I have no right

I got no power

I am still the same as I were

but yeah, maybe this is forever

maybe this is a real parting ways

I have nothing to say from the very beginning

I have nothing in my pocket from the very beginning

Now I've gained many things

and I am still on my way

it is all thanks to you

eventually, our meeting is one of the moments that I will always cherish

good luck

Suicide Info (Canada)

If you ever find out that you are in a big distress or in a big shit that

you start thinking about killing your fucking self...

Please, think about it again,

Please don't be shy and call either or these numbers,

It might save your life

Survivor Support Programme

(416)-595-1716

Toronto: Distress Centre

(416)-408-HELP (4357)

or go to this website, http://www.suicideinfo.ca/csp/go.aspx?tabid=86, for more numbers

NOTE: I am not the guy who will think of suicidal action

Then, I just post these numbers up thinking that it might save a life out there

WARNING: some of these numbers are not available during weekends, because I have tried to call, again, doesn't mean I am the one who wants to commit suicidal actions, okay? I just want to help those who are distressed or not satisfied with their lives

You know, you are not alone in this world

you are not the only who experience shits as well

some people experienced worse shits and they are still alive

I should put the problems that we have as a school;

when you write test, you fail if you can't answer the questions

but you can always write the test again, who said test can be only written once?

and if you still fail the tests no matter how you do

then, come out from the school

no matter if you should be dropped out

find your own way to living

make your own test

and answer them

score them

if you can't stand living under the laws other people made for you

then live by your own laws

and popularize the laws

so that others live under your laws

connection... established

I finally opened up myself

fought my own fear

and won

Somewhat relieved

now that there is no more secret

and

I think I have just found

a friend

with the same kind of feeling