The New World Out There

"Today, I just got elected as one of the school clubs' president FML."

Well, I suppose I could say that, but I shouldn't ya know.

This is a total new thing for me, being a president of a club.

I never like to be in the spotlight for a long time now.

But, something inside me wants me to take a big role.

I mean, making decision that kinda of stuff.

It was quite confusing even when I had made my speech in front of the club's members.

I was quite holding back.

I became nervous when I stood out there and gave out speech.

Was it because there was no podium for me to lay my hands?

Or was it because I was facing the big role?

Well, I will do my best to execute what I have promised to people.

I hope it will be fun.

There is no holding back since I have the title now.

I guess I am entering a new day.

Unreached

There are so many things that I want to have

There are so many dreams that I want to fulfill

Yet, I have seen that I can't have everything, nor fulfill every dream

I saw something that I want

I thought a lot of ways to get it

I spent all my days thinking

I went into depression

I thought I would be able to fulfill my dream

Yet, everything seems to be so far away

In the end, it doesn't matter anymore

Let's leave it unreached

Sometimes, we should leave thing alone

For it to stay beautiful

That's when I walk away

Let it be, let it be

My Travel

It has been years I left home. Living abroad, I have met so many people. I have learnt a lot about life and friendships. I have learnt how to take care of myself. And I have grown up here in Canada. I was 16 years old when I first arrived in Canada. Six years now, six years now.

I have come to meet new people and lost connections with the ones from back home. I have come to build my own dreams. I have realized that I want to do something big with my life. I want to help constructing this world, building a better future for the next generation. Yeah, it is such a dream that I have.

But, somewhere along the road, I miss home. I miss everyone that I left and I miss everyone who leaves. But, my mind has to be strong, I can't stop now, I am halfway into career world. I am almost there, I am almost there. If I stop now, then everything will be in vain. I wasn't born to be in vain, I was born to save the world.

So, my travel shouldn't stop here. I have to keep travelling... One day, I will find home and that's when I will settle. But, not now, not now...

Soon

Meeting new people is fun; get to know them, learn about them, and chill with them. Yet, it's quite funny to me how people come and leave. Some stays but they eventually leave. Everyday, we meet different people. When it is crowded with people, we look for loneliness. When it is lonely, we look for people.

What's the purpose of interacting if everyone eventually leaves? that's the question that I am trying to answer. Some said it is really pleasant to meet people even if they are going to leave. Well, I am still trying to figure out what some has tried to convince me, that it is really pleasant.

See, when gramp is gone, my mind wonders looking for answers for questions. Many told me I have changed. I don't know how much I have changed, but I believe what they say. I am hungry for knowledge. I want to know the reason behind everything.

For instance here, when you think you find the right person, and before you get to know the person, the person is leaving... so soon before you realize it.

I wonder, if there is any answer to why this should happen.

Funny huh? Yeah, I guess...

Some of My Favourite Quotes

"If I fight, I conquer." - Confucius

"What doesn't kill you makes you stronger."

"I don't compete with them; they compete with me." - jqL

"I'd rather betray the world than let the world betray me." - Cao Cao

"Truth is a fruit that can only be picked when it is very ripe." - Voltaire

"Men grow tired of sleep, love, singing, and dancing sooner than war." - Homer

"a man can cry one time and one time only: when his mother leaves him forever."

"Go out to the world, learn that you are a loser and learn how to become a winner." - jqL

"When you are content to be simply yourself and don't compare or compete, everybody will respect you." - Lau Tzu

"Since love and fear can hardly exist together, if we must choose between them, it is far safer to be feared than loved." - Niccolo Machiavelli

"You are just a man." - Marcus Aurelius appointed a man to remind him about his mortality by whispering to his ear whenever he was praised.

"He who blinded by ambition, raises himself to a position whence he cannot mount higher, must thereafter fall with the greatest loss." - Niccolo Machiavelli

"Those who are skilled in combat do not become angered, those who are skilled at winning do not become afraid. Thus the wise win before they fight, while the ignorant fight to win." - Zhuge Liang

"Empty your mind, be formless. Shapeless, like water. If you put water into a cup, it becomes the cup. You put water into a bottle and it becomes the bottle. You put it in a teapot it becomes the teapot. Now, water can flow or it can crash. Be water my friend." - Bruce Lee