my August

Somehow, I feel very unlucky this month.
many things just kept hitting on me like soldier shooting bazooka at me.
that's the thesis statement

here's the body paragraph
first, wallet down (a.k.a broke) at the beginning of the month
second, didn't get into the job I applied
third, academic standing fucked up
and many more..

I just didn't feel like this month is a part of my era...
many things went wrong at the same time
I think something is wrong
and definitely something must be not right
this is not my ERA!

at least, I learned something such as saving money and start grocery..
also learned how I should do better in future job interviews
for the academic, I still haven't figured it out
I got to do something about this one
damn, if only the determination is there
how to find it?
how I cling to life
if I am at this state?

so unlucky this month,
supposed 8 means luck
but I felt like trapped in 13
well, at the very least,
I'm still alive..
which is good enough

Lady Luck, if you hear me, come back please, thank you bye bye


-the end-