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after playing chess for some times
I eventually come to a point where I like two pieces more than any other pieces on the board

I would ready to use other pieces as shield in order to protect these pieces
these pieces are meant to be used for either defense or offense

they are vulnerable when standing right beside each other

but they are wicked when they are on their own seperated paths

not stronger than rooks but may take rooks down easily when the rooks are misplaced

no piece can move the way they move

making them the most special pieces in chess

I want to be like these pieces

moving in the way that is hard to be interpreted

the black knight

the one who walks in the wicked path for same reason as other pieces

to checkmate the king

as I said, I always like to be second to move, which is the black piece

why do I like to move after white/red?

first, first to move is just annoying coz you havta think more

and, I just love this color 2 much

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shit, time to go back to study

and one more thing ALEX JUNIWAN, you are too good in int'l chess, why don't we play a lil bit of chinese chess? I will pwn you fo syo

in one condition though, you still don't know how to play it, making you a noobie and my apprentice

neglected blog

it's been such a long time
it feels so good to be back in blogging again
argh after all, it is a very busy term
taking 4 courses and classes are always full
(I guess 3rd year classes are always attended by students)
ugh, so many assignments and midterms coming up soon enough
but before that happens I should first prepare for the upcoming disasters
which will soon lead me to neglect this blog for once again

before I neglect it for some time, I would like to leave some notes:
1. Kenny hope you get well soon
2. Happy Lunar New Year everyone! here comes the oxen generation! ox + ox = oxen (not oxs or oxox maybe oxes)

coffee time again, time to reduce smoke
and still my promise to "no alcohol" until the end of the final exams
yeah, after all... I start to see how alcohol turns me into a stupid bastard
I would rather stay sane than go bastard I guess

Flashback - 2 Days to 2009

2008 almost at the end of its life
it will be talked in past tense soon enough
48 hours to its death
I will soon remember this year
as the year where everything crumbled

I know people must have been tired listening to what I said
same shits every single time
this collapsed that collapsed
what didn't collapse?
I guess only my head is still on the top of my body
which is good enough

after all, I haven't been engulfed by guiltiness for such a long time ever since that day
yeah, perhaps, 2008 is not my era if I look back
but if I can change and become better in 2009
then 2008 is my era

what the hell?!?!
so is it my era or not?!?!
we'll see I guess

now, I truly understand that I shouldn't let time passes by me without me doing anything
I eventually learned how important time is
my mom used to say "we only live once"
I gotta live my life to the fullest
I gotta do my things like there is no tomorrow
also thanks to a friend
now I finally understood

Out of Time - RIP Barrington Cockett - I Apologize and I Thank You, Safe Trip My Friend

I have been thinking about this
I have been thinking about time
I have been thinking about promise
I have been thinking whether I should do whatever I can today or I can leave it for tomorrow

I thought time can wait
tomorrow can wait
I thought I can relax
doing things one by one

but, something has just proven me wrong
I am totally wrong about how I manage my time
time is the most valuable thing in this world
we can buy everything in this world but not time

I regret I didn't visit you, Barrington
I forgot every time after I said I will visit you
I was dumb, I didn't know how to value our friendship
I know there is no point of saying this right now since you are not here anymore
and I know that I should blame myself instead of blaming time

I can't forgive myself of what I've done
I regret I have broken the promises

I still remember how we used to work together in the lab
trying to finish the assignments for GEOG 355 and 455
after all, you are in my memories
just that I didn't really value this before
I was fooling around with my life

Starting from now on, to value our friendship
I want to repair myself
I will keep my words
There is no more "whatever, tomorrow can wait"

Thanks for being my friend, thanks for teaching me how to live
thanks for everything
I am glad that I have known you
even it is only for 2 semesters we are in the same class and work together
goodbye Barrington
rest in peace
safe trip to His side

What a wonderful world

I saw a woman fall today on the road. She slipped due to the severe conditions of icy roads. People from left, and right jumped out of nowhere to help out this lady.
This world still holds beautiful people with beautiful hearts.