30.12.08

Flashback - 2 Days to 2009

2008 almost at the end of its life
it will be talked in past tense soon enough
48 hours to its death
I will soon remember this year
as the year where everything crumbled

I know people must have been tired listening to what I said
same shits every single time
this collapsed that collapsed
what didn't collapse?
I guess only my head is still on the top of my body
which is good enough

after all, I haven't been engulfed by guiltiness for such a long time ever since that day
yeah, perhaps, 2008 is not my era if I look back
but if I can change and become better in 2009
then 2008 is my era

what the hell?!?!
so is it my era or not?!?!
we'll see I guess

now, I truly understand that I shouldn't let time passes by me without me doing anything
I eventually learned how important time is
my mom used to say "we only live once"
I gotta live my life to the fullest
I gotta do my things like there is no tomorrow
also thanks to a friend
now I finally understood

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