some people never understand

man, I really love this sentence
after working as a part-time porter

See, the thing is
today I went to work and I felt same things about working there nowadays
I am mad because everything is being spilled to me
I work harder than everyone else even though I am just a part-time worker

probably I shouldn't use "I" for this time, it should be "we"
lone wolf is trying to use "we" hahahaha

It was fun working there before even though we finished around 2 or 3 in the morning
It seems to me that we were working so happily even though we were tired at the end of the day
but things changed
now there are so many shits going on that place
I think we almost lost the whole motivation
something is just holding us behind from working there happily

I learn one more thing today
I see most of the people there don't understand what is the meaning of having two hands
see, we are the perfect human
we are not disabled and we can work and we can do almost everything that we want
most of the people there they slack off, they have too much reasons for not working as hard as we are
"oh, my back hurts" for example

damn, these people probably mistaken us as a superhuman who needs no rest

• if I were batman, yeah, I can go working afternoon and save people at night (quote: Hendry)
• or if anyone of us were, uh, mr. spidy, anyone of us would have used the ability of shooting web to clean the plates or stuffs, but yeah, they would just have to clean the spider web before they can use it
• or if Mike was Kamen Rider, then he would be able to put back the stuffs using his motors
• or if Frank was Goku, then he can turn the whole garbage into ashes upstairs with his kamehame without taking it downstair
• or something like that

(back to reality)
lemme ask you a question, how much you would want even only one hand when you have no hand? how much you wanna use that hand to do something?
see, all of these people who are blessed with two hands when they were born, are not grateful enough and they are slacking off, finding reasons to avoid work

my elders used to tell me "it takes half year before you can eat 1 rice"
so, do you expect to eat a freaking bowl of rice when you just sit down and wait for the rice to grow?
This ain't no Egypt back then in the Bible, it seems to me that those people are waiting for the food to be sent from the sky down to earth

I come to this sentence today
"the only thing that perfect human lack of is ... hope"
disabled, they always have a big hope that they will become useful oneday
but I don't see that in most of the perfect human
ironically, when we are perfect, most of us tend to rot and stop developing, there is lack will

as a closure,
some people never understand
I hope that I won't be like them when I am in their age
I have my own values, so I will let them keep their values
since I think most of the values of them are piles of garbage in front of my eyes