wake

Nothing to do, can't sleep, tired from work
I try to write a story
random thought
listen to this story:

born a loner
avenger middle name
fated to befriend hatred
forged one goal
.
were times forgotten only goal
were when exposed to
"lesser world"
time passed by
one mistake
worsened the state of mind
.
he stayed loner
he focused
he thought
"in what way . .
. . should be carried out?"
.
"bigger world" era
were times he forgot again
were when he faked smile
trying to understand what smile means
and how to smile
befriended happiness
yet, world disagrees
.
now back as loner
befriended moon
whispering
"when will that day arrive?"
moon didn't reply
so he waits
for the reply
for the day
.
for awakening
.
questioned
what's next?
"after it's done
I'm ready to go
somewhere far away
alone"
he said
.
deep inside he now knows
loneliness
is what he really wants
.
darkness,
welcomes him
for him only belongs
to the night
.
-the end-