wait

27 minutes before next class. I'm stuck here in the library
actually there are things to do, such as assignments...
but currently too tired for that
such time is wasted
for waiting
still learning how to be patient
and I just know that patient really means "to suffer"

if to wait = to be patient
and to be patient = to suffer
then to wait = to suffer

oh, and I really do have fun in konja as well...
such an investigator (not mentioning stalker)
sitting down in corner
looking at the primary angel
if you know what I mean

so many events coming up
but I should stay focus on studying
study first then party
wait first then strike
suffer first then wasted
(still suffer)
row the boat first before swim to the shore
(or in Indonesian "berakit-rakit ke hulu, berenang-renang ke tepian")

anyway, that's all for the boredom
oh, after saying the Indonesian, I remember my favourite line
that everyone hates
"no fish, shrimp also okay"
(tak ada ikan, udang pun jadi)
they said, shrimp is more expensive than fish, but whatever, since the line is made.. why not just stick with it?
this line basically means, if plan A fails then comes plan B
never give up and keep going
til the end of breath - hopefully not because of too much smoke inside lovely lungs
(my friends described me as "a soccer player with the most passion, but no skill !!"

(for teams who had ever accepted me in the past, sorry if you guys just found it out today, I think I might be the best at cheerleading when playing, basically just shout, "we will win" but never kick the ball right on spot, well, no luck, never win gambling)
(and if the ball falls on the right spot, it is wind and the ball's in good position when arriving at my foot)
(sorry again mates)
(I've learned how to kick the ball for so long now, but just as my friends said "no skill !!")

class in 2 minutes
bye