Reinvented under Fire

Last November 2009 was a rebirth for me. It developed and made me into a better human. Somehow, I start to understand the fundamental concept of how life works. Yet, I don’t know Who made us and why we are here. But, I start to see what my life should be about. I see my goal and I have a new vision of my own future. I am turning into a leader who soon would lead a family. His death was painful that I haven’t been able to fully get over it. Yet, his death has a meaning. The death was a new invention entering my life; it shows me the meaning of living in this world. Never have I thought I am turning into a caring man. Using horoscope, I am a rabbit and Sagittarius at the same time. I was born under the year of fire. I am full of adventure spirit and always want to be a loner. However, somewhere along the road, I long for home; I long for a family.

His death has reinvented a new me. And now, I don’t like rabbit being in between of tiger and dragon. A rabbit that tries to outrun a tiger is called a prey, and a rabbit that tries to outmatch a dragon is called a dreamer. So, I would like to be a phoenix that is reborn under fire instead.