chaodongcitiness

as what have been promised, I name this post "chaodongcitiness"
I don't even know what it really means,
Let's refer it to the "madnessity" or "chaosity"

This semester, I thought it will go smoothly as what I've planned
Plan A seems to fail me,
But my feet won't stop
I promise myself,
before my heartbeat stops, I won't stop fighting fate
I will keep struggling, until I can stand in the top ground
Again, moon please watch over me and grant me your light
(I think people might start to think I like Sailor Moon or sth,
but try to look at moon and smile, you might know what I mean)

but, that doesn't mean I am seeking for perfection
as it had been said, "perfection" is such a human disease
being perfect means can't improve further in life
whatever we have is there
being perfect means to be limited
barriers hold our capacity to expand further

(as playing game, our character reaches lvl 100, I usually stop playing -___-
yes, I like to drag and leveling when I play RPG games, but when I have leveled the characters to lvl 100 before the final battles, I usually refer to youtube for the endings)

I can't see the characters to be limited by certain barriers

I won't stop, I won't stop,
until the end of time,
before this tiny cute heart of mine stops beating,
I won't stop seeking improvement

Don't blame me for not stopping,
if I stop right now,
my enemies will be ahead of me
vengeance won't wait
it is either I execute my revenge
or they execute their nasty plans on me
and my beloved ones

"Everyday our enemies think of new ways to harm our country, and so do we"
- George W. Bush

this is the only quote of Bush that I am really agree with
this is the end of "chaodongcitiness"
for anyone who wants to explain what the word "chaodong" means,
go ahead
lol