27.11.08

Mirror

I wish I had something to write. Sorry Dre, I really want to contribute to this blog but man, I don't do anything special to write about, so I guess i'll just write something to reflect to myself, and who knows, it might even help some of you reflect.

Years keep passing by, but the only thing that has seem to change for me is the age. I look around, and all my closest friends start to carry on with their life. I feel so happy for them, but then when I look in the mirror I myself and I don't know what to feel. I wanted to become a mature person, but I think i've only been doing mature activities. The me inside is still so childish and irresponsible. For example, late bill payments, disastrous looking room, lack of ability to save money....-__-;; I really am so far from being able to be independent. And a lot of times I appreciate my parents for being so supportive of me and believing in me. But i'm never able to thank them, because i've never been able to achieve anything to make them proud. All I can do is pray that I could eventually make their investment worth it.

Well I guess I still gotta look at the bright side of things. What keeps a man standing is his will to win the fight. I'm still healthy enough, and still have enough time to achieve lots. What is most important is to keep your chin up. I know even if everything fails on me, I still got my friends who always backing me up. And that gives me strength. For all my friends who are going through struggles, know that i'm struggling with you. Strength and honor!!

1 comment:

Unknown said...

everyone is different in their lives. we walk different paces, we sing dfferent songs along the way, life journey is different on each individuals as well. Take your time, get things straight and walk at ur own pace. Just because majority of the people might walk faster than you, doesn't mean they'll be happier. =)

childish....why not keep it as child-like? being a child and keeping the simple minds that most ppl in this world have already lost is a goodthing too. but maybe a little bit of being in control of your own life is good -___-;;(i.e. makeing sure ur room is clean :P)

no need to make ur parents proud by doing sumthing great. just being a good child as they wish, or grow out of the bad things you've done then they'd be proud of you already. =D

So keep on smiling, don't look down on urself. we're all here with you and for you.