The Talk of Immortality

I see many total strangers pass by everyday
They are all busy with their daily life
There is no bond between me and these people
I think this goes the same for them as well

Funny,
I start to ask myself a question
What is this all about?

Why should we come to this world,
if we have to leave one day,
Without knowing where we head,
or what we are becoming?

Shit,
There is no perfectly fine answer to this question
even though human has existed for some time now

Sometimes, I asked myself this question

What about You grant me some immortality?
Since thinking about death is troublesome

Well,
My Friend who arts in heaven never answer
(I guess my Friend is busy)
so I guess I need to answer my own question
again......................................

I guess living forever is uncool either,
If I want to stay forever,
I would have to force myself
to see my beloved ones leaving me one by one
I don't know where they go,
Then I might even be lonelier than now
Which is troublesome
I will be drinking with a perfect strangers soon enough
The thing is, if I never leave
I might never know where they went as well
soon as they left

What if You give everyone immortality?

Isn't it too obvious?
Well, the world is too crowded already I guess

Then I guess,
I answered my question
for once again
I should leave when I should
But now, please lemme have fun first
in this mortal world